Darlie boy, kau weird but oh so cute.

I love vegetables. I LOVE TEDDIES TOO *hides face*. I'm helping out tomoro. I don't know what I'll be doing though but I'll be there nontheless. So please come down, don't be shy. The line-up is as follows:-

ROCK CONCERT HEROES
CHEROKEE
KREAZIDREWJERRIE
NOBETTERTHANYOU
A STAIRCASE FAREWELL
LAST DAY OUT
ANNA JUDGE APRIL
HEAR ME TOBY
MISISSUED
TEAM RADAR
FELL FROM GRACE
THE PERFECT LIE
UNDEREDGE

---

The meeting today was uber fun! the pictures will do the talking.

During lunch:

Me: Aku takleh angkat ah kau nye jokes.
Ima: Takleh angkat? Tolak ah..

*

Ima: *in deep voice pretending to colonel sanders* Ima ima, aku dah kasi kau makan, kau buat lawak.

*

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH. I love her, she's so merepek. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.

This is what I do when I'm bored:

Jump around in my room

or I take stupid pictures of myself.

yeah. If I have anything else to say, I'll say it. but nothing else is coming to mind. So bye for now.
syaf_7:28 PM (0) comments

AHAHHAH

My whole block plus 2 or 3 others suffered a 3-minute blackout. HAHA. people were screaming and taking out torchlights. My dad went straight to the kitchen, pakai api dapur to light candles. HAhahHhHAh. I wanted to take pictures skali lampu on balik. Joker siak and my sister said this,"Dier blockout pasal nak election kan.. Jadik kene mcm step hero.."
syaf_9:25 PM (0) comments

4 Robots & An Evil Scientist

What you did to us was inexcusable, you disappointing, sallow scab.
Took advantage of us, got your way, abused us, almost destroyed all we had.

You took my strength, you took my passion
And turned it into a fashion show!
Dollar signs in your eyes,
You begin to fantasize about how much money you'll be owed!

Drink your greyhound while you drive around
And everything you did's a letdown

I AM NOT A ROBOT!
HE IS NOT A ROBOT!
HE IS NOT A ROBOT!
HE IS NOT A ROBOT!

NEVER AGAIN
syaf_8:49 PM (0) comments

Again, everything I typed out didn't sound right. I'm gonna try again.

I've lost contact with most of my friends. I know a lot of people now by name and face but sadly that is all I know about them. There's no need to blame anyone. Don't want to either. Guess it's circumstances that has brought us to this point. We're on the same line but the number of grids that seperate us are increasing everyday.

I've finally finished watching the nfg dvd. Klaka sial. They were fucking rude. At one time, before a show, they gathered and started rambling nonsense which sounded like Arabic and ended that with,"JIH*D!" AHHAHAHAHAHAHHA. FUCKERS.

This is the truth,
The only time you'll hear it,
I write it down because it seems so hard to say it,

These are my thoughts written down on paper,
It's my only savior,
From not saying what i wanna say,
These are the thoughts that are on my mind,
Moments that havent yet been defined,
And i dont know if you could ever understand,
These are the things i cant say when were alone.

-Truth of My Youth, NFG
syaf_1:27 PM (0) comments

YEAH.

This layout is very livejournal generator. Credits to the right. I changed the look and everything. :B

I read through my previous journalS [I have so many] and some entries were very thought-provoking. Never knew I could spew such nonsense which can sound credible surprisingly. Oh, that's nice. Ok, not nonsense. Of course it does makes sense. To me.

Doing so, of course, I relived some painful memories. *stares off into space*

I'm sleepy.

I want to share my stories with someone. :\
syaf_10:18 PM (0) comments

I don't have Calvin this semester for any modules. I have Jimmy for drawing. Eric Tan placed me in the drawing class with the ex-talent development prog people.

I think i'm gonna be screwed lar.
syaf_7:19 PM (0) comments

I can't sleep. Just finished watching the teebee. I'm loving Halifax's Paula Abdul cover. I keep applying the chapstick on my lips and the blue lotion on my body. HAHA. If I die, at least my lips will be moist and I will smell damn good.



Don't you love it that you don't see my face?

I am starting on this TRES EXCITING project and I hope nothing interferes with my plan in this one month or so.

Kalau orang salah pandang kan, I look like a fat butch.
syaf_1:08 AM (0) comments

New layout yay!

I didn't follow Shah to the session but went to Basheer instead. Lone trips aren't so lonely anymore somehow.

Once I stepped foot into the store, I quickly got lost in the countless number of Design books. There's just so much to see! Sadly, I'm not a very patient person so I spent less than an hour in there but I saw a lot. haha. I bought Animation for Dummies, ok no, Animation Survival Kit at a discounted price and browsed a bit more before going to Popular.

BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH.

I had a boring day yea. Nothing extraordinary. -___-

I have shorter hair now though. hahahhha. I'm addicted. I'm awaiting the day I literally cut my hair till I have no more hair to cut. Not that I'm unappreciative of what I have or how I look cos that's not it. DX

My Name Is Earl is on tonight! YAY. I'm not sure what it's about. Something about Earl wanting to set things right using karma? Cool.

---

Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down...come down...I cherish you...I cherish you.

-Short Stories With Tragic Endings, FATA

DX
syaf_7:59 PM (0) comments

Rollover for capts.
Day 1

Day 2

The day after Day 2 (read: BORED)

-TAMAT-

That's what my tutor wrote at the end of every last page of my homework back when I was 7/8/9.

Late update, I know. I've finished tranferring all the names to my comp last last night. I almost went cock-eyed. HAHA. So many numbers and underscores and @s. Then their handwritings were hard to decipher so I'm not even sure if I got all their names right.

I visited my uncle yesterday and he's not looking too good. I just saw him last month and the difference is startling. He's now all skin and bones and a bloated stomach. My uncle has been going through treatments at the hospital, see. Apparently, there's something wrong with his intestines. :x Poor uncle. Alhamdulillah, he was lively but he just doesn't look it. Before we went over to his place, we had lunch at senibung restaurant. WAHHHH. It felt like I was at the river except with a much much much much bigger sky. The restaurant was like on stilts? eh? ahahahha. So yeaaaa, got ikan julung-julung and all that.

I love love love love love love love love fish. HAHA. Me thinks it's cos I like the sea so I like everything that comes with it. :D Near the restaurants were some houses and they had a boardwalk in front of them so the residents can just sit there and dangle their feet over the water. I like. So nice. :D:D:D

As we had lunch, I gossiped with my sister. HAHA. I love chatting with her. Tapi tengok mood dier. You know teens. HAHAHAHA. So yea. I look forward to these chats all the time. I'll wait for her to stop acting cool and then talk to her.

I SMELL OF OCEANUUUSSS. WAAAAAAAAHH. But you know they bluffed. The ocean doesn't smell like this. Ouh that's why it's Oceanus. Ocean Us. AH OCEAN DIER LA TU SMELL LIKE THIS.
syaf_10:52 AM (1) comments

Live Audio managed to get a grand total of 60 kiddies to join us. Ok not kiddies. But you know I don't mean it in a degrading way. Kiddies just sound cute to me. OK. Anyway. That's twice the number I expected. Oh well. I just hope 20 stays. For us, not even 20's left.

I don't know why. You can't say it's because of laziness that they don't wanna attend cos Live Audio is super slack. Can't say it's stressful either cos stress what stress? Could be because of the seniors and the lack of enthusiasm from our batch. Hmm. Ah politics.

There's not much to say really. Just that I felt alone cos Dee didn't come to school. Haha. The more I think about it, the more Loser I feel. I need to go out there and like forge friendships? I don't know. Call me a loyal friend ah eh. Dog, whatever. I'm not saying I hate hanging out with Dee. No, how can you even think that? Just that haha. I don't know. I've never had a group of close friends so I don't know what THAT is supposed to feel like. What the hell is wrong with me. Ok sorry. I'm not sure what I'm saying. Guess if I were given a choice of 10 good friends and 1 really close friend, I'll pick the latter. ah tak tau ah. I'm just praying that I don't lose ANYONE once the stress kicks in. Studio project je aku dah terkial-kial abeh stress tak bebual ngan orang. Padehal simple je animation. So how nanti? :( Ade jugak terlintas kat kepale otak tadi during animation lecture to change focus. But what the fuck. Berani buat berani tanggung ah. Dah pilih animation, stick with it ah sial.

OK. The founders of LA came by just now. Sorry babes. I felt like I was sucking up. TEHT syaf TEEEEEHHHHHHHTTT. Entah ah. They're ok though nostalgic. They had like 10 TIMES MUCH MORE FUN than we do now ah that's confirmed. *shrugs* Nanti meeting bebual ah. It's like I'm the fucking president tapi padehal some small-time member. Asal aku kesah sgt sebok-sebok aku pon tak tau.

Macam nak LEPASKAN SEGALA-GALANYA pon ada.

EMO is such an overrated word. Seriously. "We sit down there- emo." Wtf is that supposed to mean? "We sit down there- emotional." Cry ah! Please don't use the word anyhow man.

I hate cussing. But it feels good. Sorry, no pictures. I got sleepy tiba-tiba.
syaf_9:15 PM (0) comments

I was excited to go to school this morning cos I missed Dee. HEEEEE. So I was very energetic laa. Since no one was home when I woke up, I played the nfg dvd on the big big tv real loud. Wahahaha. I love punkrawk bands cos they're just SOOOOOO FUN. During their show, the power actually went out. It was out for a good 45 minutes. HAHA.

Then I went to school. Then got bad news. BAD NEWS. BAAAAAAAD.

WE MUST HAVE A DANCE EVENT THIS SEMESTER [READ: HIP HOP LA RASTA TYPE]. LIVE AUDIO TRADITION. MEEEHHHHHH.
GUO JIE QUIT COS HE'S UPSET.
THE PAKCIK JUAL MEE POK AKAN QUIT IN 2 WEEKS' TIME.

I was most affected by the last piece of news. A blow to the heart. Pakcik itu baik, masakannya SEDAP. SEKALI LAGI! SEDAP. OK? TAK BADEK. SEDAP. Walaupun macam mahal, masakannnya mengenyangkan. Abeh beliau baiiikkk. :'(

ABEH KAN. TAU TAK SIAPE REPLACE DIE? ORANG CINA LA SIAK. I'M NOT BEING RACIST. HONEST TO GOD. BUT HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. YOU MOTHERFUCKERS OF A MANAGEMENT, WE ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH. E-FUCKING-NOUGH NON-HALAL STALLS. FROM THE NORTH SOUTH EAST WEST. ALL CANTEENS HAVE NON-HALAL STALLS.

WOW. I AM NOT GONNA LET THIS GO.

I AM GOING TO FIND WHOEVER'S RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS AND QUESTION YOUR CHIBAI DECISION UNTIL YOU CRY BLOOD.

Yer. Aku marah. Pasal pakcik tu baik. Aku suka mee pok pakcik tu. And his fish dishes. They are nice and I'm gonna miss them. My grandmother always says this about those malay stalls who don't know how to cook properly. "Tak baik buat jualan macam gitu. Salah ke letak gula sikit kasi sedap?"

Yang tak baik tu is referring to those makciks and pakciks who potong jalan to make their jobs easier resulting in too oily/too watery/tasteless dishes. eyuks.

Nenek aku dulu pon ade business k. Jangan main-main.

HAHA. Just one topic and I wrote so much.

WAAAAAAAAAAAH. ANOTHER HIP HOP THING?! *BUNOH DIRI*

HAHA. Macam gini lah yer brothers and sisters. KORANG BUAT PUBLICITY OK. KORANG BUAT POSTER, BUAT FLYER SEMUE. PERGI BUAT.

HAHAHHAHA. YAY!!!!! ADAM MADE US SECRETARIES. WE'RE IN THE COVETED LIVE AUIDO EXCO. CHEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYBAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Walaupon aku diberi title ASSISTANT SECRETARY yang macam tak glamour, aku tetap bahagia. HAHAHAH AKU TETAP BAHAGIA.

I asked Adam what the Logistics I/C does and he saaaaaid:

Syaf says:
logistics buat aper ah adam?
Syaf says:
kasi kite mkn eh?
Master Yoda says:
tk
Master Yoda says:
angkat bende2 ngarOt
Master Yoda says:
n mkn
Master Yoda says:
n bende yg mcm bende bangla ar

AHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BENDE BANGLA PANTAT DIER.

We went to school to deco the booth right. And this is how it looks like:


I was so happy. I just had to share. )': But I forgot it's not the same.

OKI BESOK I HAVE MORNING CLASS. I'LL BE WEARING MY GREEN KEBAYA. AND JEANS AND SNEAKS. ALAHAI EXCITING NYER.
syaf_8:06 PM (0) comments

I'll stay in this dark corner of my room where I can't be seen,
but I can still see you.

-Tsunami Bomb, I Bought You

Im writing to Shruff at msn. Meh, I show you.






After that we moved on to large fonts. HAHA. Sorry, tkde kerje ah. He lent me dookie pirated and nfg: live in London. I don't understand how someone can just WATCH a live show.

I REALLY DON'T WANT TO DO MY SISTER'S HOMEWORK. ]:'[ It's D&T and I HATE IT. Susah seh. Abeh si bahalol tu tak tau kasi siang-siang. last minettt jugak bagi orang buat. WHY DO I DO IT? Cos I'm soft-hearted, I have no reason not to help her and my mom's on her side. I can always fuck it up and just give it to her to hand in. But I'm not that mean.

IM GONNA PASSWORD THE COMP, SO SHE CAN'T USE IT.

But I'm not that mean. So I'm not gonna do it. Motherfuck lar.
syaf_11:18 PM (0) comments

I was fuming in my room cos I have to do my sister's homework AGAIN [ Dx ] when Luqman came in. He gave me a cheerful greeting and I just glared at him. But he came over and kissed my cheek. :') Then he took off his cap and put it on me. I have faith this boy will grow up to be a great guy.
syaf_7:52 PM (0) comments

Everything I typed didn't come out right so I'm gonna forget it. Hoho. Bye bye kiddies.
syaf_4:21 PM (0) comments

Due to my mate-potekness, I didn't click "large" so please click on images to see the larger version. Sorreh.







I made new friends. One of whom is Desmond. Cool emoboy. haha then he spoke malay abit. it was rai I should have dressed up. Ape siak pakai jeans semalam. bahahaah. Shruff is so cute. I don't think I'll ever stop saying it. Abeh he dedicated sugar, we're going down to me. HAHA. then they cocked up. HAHA! I'm sorry. Syaf SUEY. Guitarist joget mcm dari Badut International. LOL. The girlfriend said it, not me. Lots of abang-abang ROCK NEVER DIEEE. The guest band's bassist was so handsome. I swear. Too many metal bands ah. Tak leh angkat. I can uderstand why they were finalists cos they definitely had the works. There was this band whose technicalities are OUT OF THIS WORLD. HE WAS LIKE PLUGGING IN AND OUT HIS CABLE TO MAKE THIS SOUND AND THEN BANGING ON THE STRINGS. IT WAS SO WEIRD BUT POWERFUL. ASAL TAK MAIN NGAN CHAINSAW SKALI BANG? Man he blew my miiiiiind! *fans self*

Anyway, Shruff just messaged to say KDJ GOT NINTH PLACE!! OUT OF 16!! hahahah Top Ten sehhhhhh. Ok I take back my words. Syaf tak suey k. Syaf nyer guitar cable power.

wheeeeeee.. I'm in holiday moooooood. hahahha go die lah syaf.

K ah. I wanna dye my hair blue and uh shave it somewhen next month hopefully if I got money. Cos my mom will never agree to shaving my hair. not all. maybe just the back. I don't know. Khabar angin je.

SO ARE YOU HAPPY I'M HAPPPYYY?

Edit: I forgot to mention that there was an Indie band playing Franz type songs. HAHA! SO AGOGOGOGOGOGOGOOOO. I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE. Sorry, I've been gushing non-stop haven't I? The way the vox said thank you was like,"tankyoutankyoutankyou.". I found it so amusing. They played originals which I thought were DAMN GOOD.

Here's a pic. No, they're not that cute. :/


I'm sorry Annas. PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME THE BITCH COS it's unfair. :( I don't want to collect boyfriends and have a string of ex-es like some people believe.
syaf_11:52 PM (0) comments

I opened this page and I zoned out. So many thoughts. I don't know how to put all of them to words.

"This layout is ugly.". Haha this was on repeat mode. The nothingness is ugly. The white, the blue, the black. This layout doesn't make me feel happy. I remember my findmeat ones made me very happy especially the first one. The girl chasing the meat. Done with Microsoft Paint some more. lol~! Changing it again I suppose.

This week has been excruciatingly slow. I can't believe it's not over yet. END ALREADY. I DON'T LIKE TALKING TO MYSELF. I DON'T LIKE TO QUESTION EVERY MOVE I MAKE. I am almost losing count of the number of mistakes I've made THIS WEEK ALONE. Sorry. So many people have much bigger problems than mine.

On a lighter note, I'm going out tomorrow. I hate being alone. Being alone is ok but being alone with myself is not good. I am meeting Shruff and we will go to the CC together. Thank him very much. Hope they win something. X-FACTOR MESTI BANYAK POINTS. SUPPORTERS PON RAMAI. CONFIRMED.

ok aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. I have 42 Thrice songs, they're my favourite band at the mo so dont mess with me. I'm gonna go off to read my x-men book.

Don't be so happy. You don't deserve happy.
syaf_9:13 PM (0) comments

I also don't like my prev layout.

Simple layouts are the best in this whole wild world web. Moreso because I'm too lazy to come up with anything. Benjamin wakaka, ok kolaweliczkoWaLeWicz, is very cute. I'm shallow, no? ok no.

I can't wait for school to start because I'm a nerd and my very first lesson in Year 2 Semester 1 is Web Design. Be jealous mein freunds.

I was in a rather chatty mood up till the 2nd paragraph but it went away. So now I have nothing to say.
syaf_2:30 PM (1) comments

IT'S A FISH.

(Some shots are by Luqman)

The more time I spend with Luqman, the more I question everything I say and everything I do to him. I'll ask myself whether it'll have an adverse effect on him when he grows up. So I try to be nice but not too nice. And I MAKE SURE he knows that he's loved.

That's a painting I did in 2 days. Initially, I had no idea where I was going but it turned out alright. I just wanted a happy painting. AND IT'S A PAINTING! My very first and I enjoyed it. Acrylic on 9"x12" canvas. You have NO IDEA how much it THRILLS me to say that. Shut up.

By the way, those are flying fish with nice eyes.
syaf_11:29 PM (0) comments