I opened this page and I zoned out. So many thoughts. I don't know how to put all of them to words.

"This layout is ugly.". Haha this was on repeat mode. The nothingness is ugly. The white, the blue, the black. This layout doesn't make me feel happy. I remember my findmeat ones made me very happy especially the first one. The girl chasing the meat. Done with Microsoft Paint some more. lol~! Changing it again I suppose.

This week has been excruciatingly slow. I can't believe it's not over yet. END ALREADY. I DON'T LIKE TALKING TO MYSELF. I DON'T LIKE TO QUESTION EVERY MOVE I MAKE. I am almost losing count of the number of mistakes I've made THIS WEEK ALONE. Sorry. So many people have much bigger problems than mine.

On a lighter note, I'm going out tomorrow. I hate being alone. Being alone is ok but being alone with myself is not good. I am meeting Shruff and we will go to the CC together. Thank him very much. Hope they win something. X-FACTOR MESTI BANYAK POINTS. SUPPORTERS PON RAMAI. CONFIRMED.

ok aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. I have 42 Thrice songs, they're my favourite band at the mo so dont mess with me. I'm gonna go off to read my x-men book.

Don't be so happy. You don't deserve happy.
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