How I wish that's what life is. Sadly, it is currently a YAWN. School's eating my life away. When I go out, I don't do anything fun. Not that I'm saying the people I go out with are a bore. Just that you know, where's the crazy shit I used to do? I wanna run around, play hide and seek and lie down when I'm tired. I wanna laugh till my sides ache and I can't stand straight. I don't wanna while my life away. Staring at clouds is great but running around under them is even greater. I'm gonna be 18 this year. I wanna grow up as much as I don't. I know I can't be a kid forever but it says something when all I ever want are magic markers and trips to underwaterworld. Something tells me I wasted my childhood and now I'm struggling to get it back. Look it's like 6am and I have 45 minutes to finish drawing. This is saddening.
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