Don't get hot and flustered. Use a bit of mustard. You're a hotdog......

<3

syaf_9:43 PM (0) comments

Today is the last day of the year in the Islamic calendar for tomorrow is the 1st of Muharram. So be good brothers and sisters.

I love people who are patient with me, who put up with my shit day in day out. Thank you. You'll get your just reward. :D

I think my period is coming. I have the most awful mood swings and I'm eating a lot more. o__o

Wake up everyone! It's not too late
To save the remnants of our hearts,
So stop giving up our last shot at love,
Our only chance to find the meaning of
The beat beneath the blood

We laugh at honor and are shocked when
We find knives in our backs
We follow those who cheat and steal
Look in my eyes, you won't find your way back
Our only compass smashed under our own heels
Reason abandoned to appetites and addicts arms
Shotguns and silence have always been the best of charms

Wake up everyone! It's not too late
To save the remnants of our hearts,
So stop giving up our last shot at love,
Our only chance to find the meaning of
The beat beneath the blood

We laugh at honor and are shocked when
We find knives in our backs
We follow those who cheat and steal
Look in my eyes, you won't find your way back
Our only compass smashed under our own heels, under our iron will

The abolition of man is within the reach of science
But are we so far gone that we'll try it?

-Thrice, the Aboliton of Man

I love them. They're very smart people. It's only 8am and I'm already here. What's to become of me? It's been so loooooong since i heard from Ghaz. What is to become of that child. Before I know it, he'll be in NS already. omg. Or is he already in NS? :x He's 20 this year so he isn't an angsty teenager anymore. :x :x :x EEEE. What a freaky thought. I think I'll meet up with him soon. He still wants to give me Finch's CD. HAHA. *sigh*

I treasure your trust. I really really do so please don't stop trusting me. I promise never to hurt you.
syaf_7:52 AM (0) comments

pretty?
syaf_10:26 PM (1) comments

This is the very first song I heard from Tsunami Bomb. The song that wow-ed me. It's really cool you know. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

I'll tell you once, won't tell you twice
You'd better wise up, Janet Weiss
Your apple pie don't taste too nice!
You'd better wise up, Janet Weiss

I've laid the seed, it should be all you need
You're as sensual as a pencil!
Wound up like an E or a first string
When we made it, did you hear a bell ring?

You got a block, take my advice
You'd better wise up, Janet Weiss
The transducer will seduce ya

My feet, I can't move my feet!

My wheels, my god, I can't move my wheels!

It's almost as if we're glued to the spot!

You are! So quake with fear, you tiny fools!

We're trapped!

It's something you'll get used to, a mental mind fuck can be nice

You won't find earth people quite the easy mark you imagine.
This sonic transducer, it is some kind of audio-vibary physiomolecular
transport device?

You mean...?

Yes, Brad, it is something we ourselves have been working on for quite some time,
But it seems our friend here has found a way of perfecting it -
A device, which is capable of breaking down solid matter,
And projecting it through space, and who knows, perhaps even time itself!

You mean he's gonna send us to another planet?

Planet, Shmanet, Janet!
You'd better wise up, Janet Weiss
You'd better wise up, build your thighs up
You'd better wise up

And then she cried out:

Stop!

Don't get hot and flustered........
Use a bit of mustard.......

You're a hot dog, but you'd better not try to hurt her, Frankfurter!

You're a hot dog, but you'd better not try to hurt her, Frankfurter!

You're a hot dog!

-Tsunami Bomb, Wise Up

I love this song. I am getting myself a proper diary. Soon I hope. Then I will quit bloggin forevaahhhh AAAAAHAHAHAHAHA. I find myself remembering the past more often now. like wayyy back past. Even before I knew how to walk. So kids, be careful of what you say to your children. They might end up like me.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
syaf_8:35 PM (0) comments

Hello. I'm back from Johor beach. The water was damn cold. *!!* I love my dad a lot. I had fun with him and my sister in the water. We clung on to his hands, and he pulled us around. Then I clung onto his back and my sis clung onto mine and he dragged us around. I don't know why but we all kept laughing. hahahahahahaha. My dad is one strong man because his daughters are not exactly little. haha! My sister made fun of my butt and I told hers looked like big bubbles. We also searched for siputs in the sand. He found one unique-looking one and said it looked like Godzilla. HAHA. It had a pointy shell. I think spending time with my family like this is delightful. I know not many have the previlege of being in such a loving family such as mine so I'll try not to take it for granted.

Love to all.
syaf_6:52 PM (0) comments

Enjoy! Rollover for captions. Don't be shy ar.

Hello everyone.

Mocca was fantastic yesterday. Arina is so bloody cute. Loved her flute-playing :D They sound as good live as they do in record. Of course it's better to hear them live. The guitarist was absolutely adorable. nyehehe. But the bassist was even more so. He was a big teddy! <3<3<3

I had fun. I think Fauzy did too despite losing his phone. Someone fucking stole it. Believe in karma. I believe strongly in it (and yet I steal and do lots of other bad things. haha. but do you think I'm not paying for it?!).

oh and Fauzy please take care of yourself. Eat your medicine, jangan minum air sejuk and sleep early. haha. I action doctor only. But seriously, PLEASE TAKE CARE OK. I want you to get well. I'll bake you chocolate cookies. Heyeah!

The apek rocks doesnt he. He and his todi cine. I shared my wonka nerds with 2 girls. I met Ain, Fauzy's friend. And I also terserempak with Fairul. He's a nice guy really. Maybe big guys intimidate me. The way they have to sort of have to bend to hear what you're saying. The way they can just knock you to the ground with one push of a hand. The way you have to look up when you talk to them so you can't hide what's in your eyes.

*throws confetti* My parents pamper me. They got me a new phone! Nothing fancy but it'll do. No more shaking phones to connect. My mom also got me shimmery powder+perfume! Both Moonflower. It smells like fruit juice to me. Oooh. Go and get their new strawberry thingees. The body butter was so yum.

This is beyond my wildest imagination. I have never been so thankful.

AND SEE THIS!! I am so proud of us. ALL THREE SEH!

It's so nice to see our haikus up there. :D:D:D

syaf_10:30 PM (1) comments

I just woke up from a nap. I must be bored or something or else I wouldn't be sleepy.

Lo and behold my new template. It's not quite done cos some codes are at home.

Typography is mind-numbingly boring. I shouldnt have attended and get someone else to sign for me. I woud have gotten my animation done by now.

brrgh. too late. class ends in 30mins.
syaf_2:26 PM (0) comments

I was so thankful earlier in the day. So so thankful. Typo test was easier than expected. If I fail it, I dont know what to say. but I will definitely for sure 100% confirmed will loathe eric tan for the rest of my teenage life.

I don't wave to kids because of 2 things:-

-I'm afraid they hate strangers and will start crying especially after seeing me.
-I'm afraid they'd be racists if they happen to be Chinese.

Sounds like something you'll see in Postsecrets doesn't it?

And as you walk away
oh as you walk away
and as you walk away

Listening to the songs in Fauzy's mp3 can make anyone mellow. He has very relaxtothemax songs. And nelly furtado. Thank you for waiting just now, and also walking with me. It's so sweet of you. <3

Sometimes i forget, so forgive me.

Dee. Like how you were there for me, I'll be there for you. (:

I'm upset with Gmail because it refuses to open in my IE. I am upset because I cannot retrieve the URL for my work which I did in the mac lab. It's this layout I wanted to use for this blog but now... *sits in a corner*

My light box is the glass coffee table in the living room and the light is my torchlight. My Adobe Premiere is my digicam and my Adobe Imageready. Everybody please give me a round of applause but if you have money it'll be better.

Yesterday, Calvin treated us to Swensens! he gave us a budget of $10 each. wahahah. super sweet. then after that, we had a gossip session with him. haha! It was so funny cos he is so straightjack!

eli: Mr Eric Tan's wife is a bit big..
calvin: what a bit? very big.

or something like that. he said other things too. but I love him so I shant say what he said here for fear they might leak out. haha!

expect the unexpected and stay competitive.

I have a Michelle to draw and a box to unfold.

Like the skins love to say,
Cheers~
syaf_7:50 PM (0) comments

spent the whole day out yesterday. yes. i did meet Dee in the end. hoho

went fer lunch at changi airport. of all places. bought cadbury's turkish delight which was delightful! shared that with everyone. then we went to pasir ris park. my family was bored, yes. we ended up going home a few hours later cos there was nothing for us to do. sad right? then i met Dee at orchard to get art supplies.

got ourselves A2 files which is waaay waaaay better than the bloody portfolio. believe me, i just tried it out today. haha!

i also brought along bubble solution for us to play with. hehehhe. that was fun. but i felt guilty whenever the bubbles went the wrong direction and hit someone. or some couple. hur. soli worr.

we met the bravest boy ever. see. if i were a guy, i aspire to be just like him. GUYS HAVE IT AS A RIGHT. IT IS UNFAIR. but what the hey. being a girl has its perks. so anyway. he spasmed right in front of us when a bubble hit him. i dont know what to say. O___o it is the single most amusing thing i have ever seen. and definitely the most daring. he just fell to the floor and started wriggling and screaming while his friend went,"bubbles are eveeeillll." it was so. i dont know. i just hope i get to see them again. haha! he looked high though.

we also wrote haikus. lovely lovely japanese-type poems.

i liked the last one we wrote....

life is a bubble
it protects you and then not
once it pops, it pops.

altogether we wrote 3. wonderful. i hope one gets picked.

yesterday was quite peaceful. awesome yea. totally rad. kewl shiet.

and fauzy's back in school. no more nurse uniform. nyahaha.

YES LET US DANCE/SPASM TO OUR DEATHS. *skanks*

eh i have pics. rollover for captions as usual. thank you.

silhouettes













TAMAT

syaf_3:14 PM (2) comments

Fauzy and I wore pink or shades of pink yesterdayand then we walked around town. He is now a proud owner of an Oasis ticket. haha. One happy boy is he.

Eyyy, what's good to listen to?

We bumped into Shruff. i swear he is like a walking and talking teddy bear. so adorable *screams*. Weekend towning is never a good idea unless unless UNLESS you love crowds. yea. unless you're a crowd-lover or a groper, weekend towning is a very bad idea. so we got out of town and thought of the next best place to be. city hall. along the way, we bumped into PS and thought maybe we could catch a movie but the screenings were all kinda late. scrapped that and continued our walk. i think we ended up at the national library. i've mentioned before how desperately i am in need of a good book to read so owing the lib money is not good. not good at all. its very bad in fact.

hey hazly's online. it's like hmm midnight there.

looked at photos this woman took in her journeys. they were okay but i found only some impressive. i also tried to read a non-fiction war book. oh how exciting this entry is turning out to be. i saw nadia and her bf i think. hehe. nadia year 2. hey mocca's performing today. anyone going? fauzy's def going. haha. diehard fan that one.

then what else. i dont know. sg is so small. i enjoyed myself yesterday of course but i really wish there's like something for us to do besides the usual. i got a yummy-looking blister thanks to not wearing socks. :D and my sewing lasted. so go me! haha!

well. here are some images.













the end...

and thanks for the hot date. :D

sorry Dee for not meeting you today. The parentals complain i dont hang out with them anymore. nyehhh~
syaf_10:17 AM (1) comments

i have shiny mary-janes now. i still have the right side to paint. nyaaa. less people came today but i bet it was still tiring for those on duty. i met Pai and Nadirah! i became their tour guide cos Dee had a class to attend to. hoho. today was fun. cos we bullshat a lot. and i was taught more chinese! hooray. now i know more than i used to. it was fun speaking it. :D

im nowhere finishing my boxfold. :( but it'll be done on time. rest assured cos so far, ive been quite diligent in animation. well, diligent by my standards. ah ahha haha. lack of pictures makes entries boring. my nose is running.. awayy, away i say. i feel so lauya right now. i think i'll go sleep.

good night world. i hope someone was kind to you today.

now a smile for everyone! (:
a buckttooth for everyone! :B
a kiss! :*
a sian look! -_-
another sian look! :|
a jap sian look! -_____-"
a worried look! D:
a retarded happy look! ^___^
a surprised look! :O
an ejek! :P
another ejek! :b
a lick! :d

and the list goes on.

finally some love for everyone. <3<3<3 with cacat hearts no less.

pau <3
syaf_12:11 AM (1) comments

Dee has her afternoon shift today. I have a few things to say, GOOD LUCK, GOD BLESS, SELAMAT LAH KAU. ahahahahah. im sooo encouraging.

i did full day yesterday. ok from 11-6. i was sick and fucking tired at the end of it all. my voice was breaking and i had blocked nose. i think ive said before how much i hated this touring thing but yesterday's visitors were generally ok. the first few who came were ite students. there were the rowdy ones and the quiet ones. i like the quiet ones cos the rowdy ones stole our chop. haiz. they could have asked for a better souvenir. i would have gladly plugged out one of the macintosh computers and throw it at their heads. guided this indian lady who was 24 but looked like she was 16 ard our level then i decided to be nice and brought her up to the 6th level where ID is. she kept talking bout marriage and how time passes by so fast. and when she saw the little furniture the ID students did, she went on about how later dah kahwen nak pilih furniture ni semue susah. *deadpans* AHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA. sorry. ni skolah bukan Courts. so anyway, i left her with one of the ID seniors and went on my way. i met my pri sch jrs. they were like,"you look familiar. head prefect adm pri kan?" by then i was too shagged to layan them and i just "ah. follow me. i'll be your tour guide." i was really shagged i cudnt care less bout how i looked and what the visitors thought about me. i had a few good guidees though. they were really interested and asked a lot of qns and of course these people got to know a little bit more than the rest. stanley enjoyed that too. he preferred bringing one or two people around, rather than one whole class. i agree its better. you get to interact more. and you dont have to fucking lose your voice. there were 2 guys who were like interested in games and one of them relli loved our mac lab. ahha. one of those mac freaks. stanley and i guided them. HAHA. 2 TO 2. and at that time, Jole to 30. we had a nice chat with them, and at one point, dee came in and she shared her thoughts about school. lol and how the protfolio is.. cool. hmm there was an irritating uncle, an irritating sembawang sec girl, an irritating MACPHERSON SEC TEACHER. look, no one walauwalau-ed you to go for the tour. you could have like, i dont know, NOT COME. stay at the atirum la. let your students do the touring. ish. people. we're humans too. i dont know what you've been told about polys, or maybe just nyp, but please. where's your basic courtesy. we might be 70 years younger than you but that doesnt mean we're little snots like your students are.

so enough of bad-mouthing visitors. haha. im only saying what i feel about SOME, not all. gtg now. i have class in less than half an hour. wheee~ ya. good luck k Dee. and anyway Isk will be there. hoho.
syaf_10:04 AM (1) comments

it's less than 2 hours and here i am typing away. again. right now im feeling sickly. oh so sickly. funny smells are wafting through the air and no, its not flatulence. you know what. alex pardee's work is KICKASS.

I am now typing in the dark and listening to now defunct Tsunami Bomb. I like feeling warm and sickly. Gives me a reason to stay in bed and not get up to do anything. I really dont wanna answer to anyone. okay. Kingston has Winnie the Pooh as his display picture.

I wonder whether you wonder that I'm wrong. I am no longer wondering. I am thinking. My thoughts are sad. I want to draw but my drawings depresses me. I am feeling warm and sickly.

Crazy people dont call themselves crazy. Weird people dont call themselves weird so this post is gonna be mindless ramble except that im putting down everything that's in my mind right now. I await the day I lose everything. I am feeling warm and sickly. Are you starting to doubt me? cos i really really do feel warm and sickly. Im so glad i start sch at 11 tmr.

i wish this itch would go awayyy. away i say. i should go sleep but im waiting for Fauzy to call. or am i supposed to call him? haha. anyway.

i am ashamed. be patient with me. i promise you, you wont regret it. if you've read this before, read it again. its not a song, its a thought. please forgive me. pardon my sins cos i have many. Im sorry. i told you, i need to draw. i have so many things i want to put down on paper. but alas, i'm a wuss so im afraid they'll suck. so innocent but not quite.

i've been wanting to rent vcds/dvds. i shall soon enough. and i shall borrow a couple of books. i shall settle myself down in my room, lock the door and read or watch the shows ive rented. sounds awesome doesnt it. that's why i wish i have o answer to no one.

im awaiting the day. sorry, im just typing shit here. and i apologize if im being a lousy friend/girlfriend.

anyone watched trainspotting?
syaf_8:56 PM (0) comments

Relating to, characteristic of, or concerned with commonplaces; ordinary.

oh ok. ordinary is boring? i think this word was in a boyband/girlband/boy-girlband's song. i think.

how's everybody doing? time seems to be passing by so fast, not that I'm complaining cos i do want this semester to be over. i can't wait for the specialisation talk. i can't wait to get confused and more uncertain of my future. I'm neither here nor there. I'm not good at graphic-designing, neither am i that fantastic in drawing. so we shall see where i end up in. i just hope i dont have to repeat any modules (Insyallah, tak akan terjadi) cos nothing's worse than that.

went to town today. it rained. i miss the rain. so thank you God. i appreciate it a lot. my mom once told me that i'm a non-appreciative child. i think she's right. my phone was sent for repair 3 weeks ago and i just got it back yesterday. is it repaired? no. it's not.

it seems i have to do some more saving up.

actually right.

actually right.

i'm a wussie. yes actually.

i wanna watch movies and hang out. i cannot wait for studio project 2 to be over. heh. it hasnt even started. oh i dread it so. no trips to the zoo will console this soul. not even underwaterworld will cheer me up cos studio project is like semestral O Levels.

my throat is in pain. it's like there's phlegm but no phlegm. it hurts a bit but not as much as yesterday. im warming up again. oh nightly fever. how lovely. cos it's that time of the year again. i get sick every year for the first 3 months. wonderful isnt it. only the first 3 months i get fever and the rest of the year, i get worse things. like bisols and ulcers in throats and whatnot. lack of water i should think.

i wish i have my own label. slowly. it's time to get Illustrator cos i think it's kinda cool although it's more annoying right now. hmm Dee? can I go to your place tomorrow? to use Illustrator? OH SHIT. oh ok. for a moment there i thought the typo test was tomorrow. i'm thinking as i'm typing. amazing. yes i have stopped thinking. i dont know what else to type. i wish this sore throat will go away. please. i hate this itchy not itchy feeling.

i need water. water please. thank you. that's a lot of bullshit up there isnt it? oh well. here's what I need:-

-soft brushes
-plain t-shirts
-one sharp penknife

yes. in order to make a spanking nice T, I need those things. right now, i only ave 4 bottles of fabric paint. 3 more to complete my rainbow yaayy. omg are you still reading? one bored bunny you are. why bunny? not buaya?

HAHAHAAH BUAYA.

"Aku tengah carik buaya skali dier.." -diyanah wahid, an inspiring Steve Irwin.

and where was she looking for crocs? yes! at Lower Seletar Resevoir. Oooohhhh nasty things lurk there. LAKE PLACID. hahahahahahhaha shit. it's like the "DAH LAH BAG AKU SQUARE!" comment. THAT WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS. if you dont mind me saying so. as in the word 'fucking'. cos you know it doesnt make sense. THAT WAS SHAGGING HILARIOUS. does that make sense to you?

this is one long entry. very mundane. very mundane indeed. thank you for wasting your time here. i hope my grammar is ok and my speling is fine. haha see, i mispelled "spelling". sorry I AM ONE BORED polar bear.

i prefer polar bears to arnab-arnab. maybe i should call my label arnab where people will pronounce it as 'are-nub'. hehe. so cute. are-nub. you are-nub! hahahahha

ok fine. bye.
syaf_7:02 PM (0) comments

<3
syaf_7:04 AM (4) comments

yes. we decided to explore Marina Bay today. What we found is a secret...

*skips away*

I want to learn how to blade but i'll probably end up screaming and not getting anywhere.

....

k im sleepy.

I WANT TO TYPE!!

but im sleepy.

....






annnd....



Fauzy bought this for me~! This was from that little stall at Citylink. the salesperson was very friendly and was telling us lots of stuff. like how his boss is Cina asli and the designer is Malay and told us how to get to the other Mono shop at Bugis. Thank you Zee! I'll get you something nice in return k k k. *many many hugs and kisses*

Im gonna get myself a dress.

i wish im 6 again. suckling on milk bottles and not a care for the world.
syaf_10:27 PM (0) comments

I met up with Annas after maghrib just now. I had fun catching up and he belanjed me dinner. woo~! i told him teka-tekis, how my life is in poly, how there's nothing really right in the world n many more!!!!!!

Dee gave me a link to this dude's LJ and he's shit funny.

hmm.

Fauzy is still sick. :( I feel helpless when people get sick cos i dont know what to do. brrgh. telling him to take care of himself, to eat and sleep well is not enough. i just hope he gets better soon. cos cos. ya. i feel helpleeesss.

thank you for being different. thank you for the trust you have in me. you dont know how much i appreciate that.
syaf_12:03 AM (0) comments

IMAGE HEAVY

hariz sek


shira sek


samir sek

basically anyone who wears the wig is sek.


diyanah


NADIA~! si goth sesat.


demapthera was it?


the most matching pair i've seen.


izan(that's his name, yea) and i! he looks good i real life. relli small and so friendly.


i skipskipped and clicked


the moooon


i skipskipped and clicked some more.


in the lift. ini rock


True Singaporeans. Everything must rush


tahan lift worrrrr


stoo-dent. please..... potty-porr.


this amos kan. there's something about him ar.


crowd


pretty people


puxxie his photos are non-digital. mind-blowing.




eee. haris pakai mascaraaa. hahhhahaah.


didi! he brought along skater friends. dying breed, yo.


i think they look so cute together~ *skips and clicks*

---

hi. i just came back from kick-scooting at the multi-story carpark. it was fun and i enjoyed myself very much. Alexisonfire is on repeat so I think I'll go change it now cos I only have x no. of songs and i've listened to it y times. YAY!! THE ATARIS!! so anyway. kick-scooting is exhilirating like Billy Talent.

the gig wasnt as exciting as the first one. i dont know why. i think people only came for my precious which was kinda sucky cos the other bands were good too. but it's undeniable that they were awesome. i felt irritable before the gig started yesterday. I wasnt sure why. i just felt i had to get away. and i did but i came back 5 mins later. Nadia came and I'm so happy but i forgot to bring her sister's watch. oopsie doopsie. :B it was fun meeting her again. still can crap with her. :D the last gig was better because i think they were more organised then. i dont know. maybe a MEETING BEFORE GIG TO CONFIRM WHO'S DOING WHAT? ya maybe? *eksyen tak tau* or maybe it's THE CURSE OF 3.THREE.ZERO.EIGHT. yay. izan is nice!! he's so friendly. so not emo! too bad we only said hi and bye. he's like small! sorry im exclaiming too much. seeing people you've never met before is kinda exciting. ooh. fairul was uhm ok. his septum piercing was irksome though. i had to skip his nose when i looked at him. it din help that he was super tall and i can see his nostrils. HAHA. but ok ah. the dude has skills. and he's gentle actually. he reminds me of zal. why do they come big and annoying? hoho. i have nothing else to say really.

enjoy.

muke cute kan? ahah!






real accident


bluff one


luqman


my sister takes good pictures.

K DAHBEEEESSSSS THE END TAMAT SELAMATZ.. OH WAAIIIITTTT...

hehe thank you Fauzy fer taking the lift pictures. <3 take care k. must get well.

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