it's less than 2 hours and here i am typing away. again. right now im feeling sickly. oh so sickly. funny smells are wafting through the air and no, its not flatulence. you know what. alex pardee's work is KICKASS.

I am now typing in the dark and listening to now defunct Tsunami Bomb. I like feeling warm and sickly. Gives me a reason to stay in bed and not get up to do anything. I really dont wanna answer to anyone. okay. Kingston has Winnie the Pooh as his display picture.

I wonder whether you wonder that I'm wrong. I am no longer wondering. I am thinking. My thoughts are sad. I want to draw but my drawings depresses me. I am feeling warm and sickly.

Crazy people dont call themselves crazy. Weird people dont call themselves weird so this post is gonna be mindless ramble except that im putting down everything that's in my mind right now. I await the day I lose everything. I am feeling warm and sickly. Are you starting to doubt me? cos i really really do feel warm and sickly. Im so glad i start sch at 11 tmr.

i wish this itch would go awayyy. away i say. i should go sleep but im waiting for Fauzy to call. or am i supposed to call him? haha. anyway.

i am ashamed. be patient with me. i promise you, you wont regret it. if you've read this before, read it again. its not a song, its a thought. please forgive me. pardon my sins cos i have many. Im sorry. i told you, i need to draw. i have so many things i want to put down on paper. but alas, i'm a wuss so im afraid they'll suck. so innocent but not quite.

i've been wanting to rent vcds/dvds. i shall soon enough. and i shall borrow a couple of books. i shall settle myself down in my room, lock the door and read or watch the shows ive rented. sounds awesome doesnt it. that's why i wish i have o answer to no one.

im awaiting the day. sorry, im just typing shit here. and i apologize if im being a lousy friend/girlfriend.

anyone watched trainspotting?
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