I wish this could be
a happy song
But my happiness disappeared
the moment you were gone
Don't think I ever believed that
this day would come
Now all I'm feeling
is lost and numb

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I would try

But I, yes I, miss you
and it's killing inside

I'll always be thankful
for the time we had
We were blessed
I should celebrate
but I feel too sad
All the wonderful memories
just make me fall apart
And it feels like somebody's
stabbed me in my heart

And ohhh I know I promised
That I wouldn't cry

But I, yes I, miss you
and it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
want you by my side

Walking, holding hands
Talking, making plans
Touching my heart my soul

I wish this could be
a happy song
But my happiness disappeared
the moment you were gone
Tell me it's not happening
Say it's not as it seems
Tell me that I'm gonna wake up
It's just a bad dream
Please tell me that it's fiction
Tell me it's just a lie
Whatever you choose to tell me
Please say he didn't die

And I, yes I, miss you
and it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
want you by my side
Ooh well I, miss you
want you by my side
Back here by my side
Here by my side

-Missing you, Jem

Did she write this for someone? It's such a beautiful song. I don't know any other way to get this out of my system. Sorry.

I wish my earphones won't fuck up. It only works when I'm listening to whuargh whuargh songs. or when the singer sings very loud. I bought brown slippers just now, so I don't have to be careful when I walk on wet surfaces. I also bought Whisper Jumbo pack because my sister and I are having our period at the same time! wow. Talk about bondage.

Ok, take your index and middle finger make them "walk" on the table. Got that? Ok, now make them "walk" but take small steps as if they're binded together. AH. That's how I walk now thanks to the blood flowing in the middle. :D

I'm chatting with Darlie boy. His strange request has made me wary of him. *___* But it's ok. We're playing checkers.

AND here's Sunrise at Woodlands Circle.



:) bye bye <3
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