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I like talking to Fauzy.

An African man disturbed me when I was waiting for Fauzy outside McD. While he was trying to find out my name, he opened a packet of sugar and poured the contents down his throat.

Fauzy is going to Germany for 2 weeks in June to watch the World Cup and I told him if he goes, he'll have a lot to worry about. I'll make sure he'll have to constantly worry about me. That's for not taking me with him. :B

If my breasts are flattened, I will like to fill them up with HL banana and chocolate milk. No yoghurt please.

Lovely day it was. The weather was just right, befitting the state funeral that took place at the Esplanade I suppose.

Fauzy has attachment for another 3 weeks so I don't think I'll be seeing him much then. Have fun k boy?

<3
syaf_10:12 PM (1) comments

Scroll to enjoy my awesome/rad/koolio photography and rollover for my awesome/rad/koolio captions.

3 years spent in the states gives you an accent that you can't get rid of even after 5 years back at home. I'm sorry. That's BULLSHIT.

Some people love knowing everyone don't they? MACAM APESAL NGAN KAU?

Sorry. Just getting some things off my chest. They bother me you know! Apparently I'm bothered by a lot of things. But hey, I'm sure I'm not the only one with these sentiments.

I met Dee just now. yay! After one week of not meeting/seeing each other. YA THAT BAD. haha so melo. nyehh. We had fun! Whee~ I like laughing with Dee. Very uninhibited, meaning I can laugh to my heart's content, annoying everyone but Dee makes it okay.

Then we got play chopstick in the train. Very fun. CHOPSTICK NERDS WE ARE. We can keep a game going from newton to yishun. Cos we're beyond killing each other. Chopstick suicide maybe but we just don't kill each other in chopstick. It's unethical.

I'm looking for something. Can you tell me what it is and help me find it? :(

I wouldnt wanna be
Anywhere else but... here
I wouldnt wanna change
Anything at all
- Black Coffee, All Saints

syaf_10:53 PM (1) comments

For a moment I felt like I was about to lose you. But you didn't let me go. Thank you. Thank you for sticking by me. I will never scare you like that again. I'll trust you more from now on. I just want you to know that you mean a lot to me. :)
syaf_12:02 PM (0) comments

I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU NADIIIIAAAA!!

*FLAPS ARMS*

*DANCES*
syaf_11:13 PM (0) comments

I'm in that mood again. I keep wishing something awful will happen to me, for those scenes in my head to become reality so that I can finally get it over and done with. They've been in my head for too long already. They bother me a lot. Sorry if you think I'm full of shit. I'm not one of those sentimental beings. Maybe I am, but how can I be when I mention it. Like, crazy people neither deny nor agree that they're crazy. And random people won't go "this is so random". Sorry, that's not random anymore. That's planned. You type a whole load of shit and then conclude it by saying,"Oh, this is so random." I don't know what I'm saying.

All I want is a shaved head. Ok. If not the whole head, then maybe the sides or the back. Anything. Just shave something off my head. nyaaaa. OK. I'll wait for my hair to grow and shave the back later on. yeah? yeah. Sounds good. Ok go. I wanna pray.
syaf_2:04 PM (0) comments

Fauzy is a wonderful wonderful boy. :D

If only I had the guts to sneak out at like 2, 3am. Then I'd call up Annas. We'll meet and with us, we'll have 5 cans of paint(black, white, red, blue and yellow), a bottle of turpentine, a palette, several brushes, used papers and food. Then we'd scour the neighbourhood for vandalised walls. With what we have, we'll paint the walls their original color. Once that's done, we'll sit down to eat. I'll call this late-night night activity The Restoration Project.

YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE IT IRKS THE SHIET OUT OF ME TO SEE THE PILLARS VANDALISED WITH WORDS LIKE "AHMAD LOVE SITI" "SUCK" "FUCK OFF" AND RETARDED DRAWINGS OF HAIRY COCKS AND CUNTS. WHAT ARE THESE VANDALS THINKING? WHAT THRILL DO THEY GET FROM ALL OF THIS? I DON'T GET IT. DAMN.

I'd be less agitated if they actually drew out beautiful naked women. At least you can call it art.

I chose Annas cos we're Woodlanders and we're sort of proud of it. I'd invite Shah along if I feel like it but something tells me he'd rather vandalise the walls with punk rock lyrics. nyaHAH.

I've been wanting to do this for a long time. Maybe I will get it done one day and when I do, I'll be bald and anorexic. Then I'll put on my fiercest face that'll scare away anyone who dares to disturb us.

My, how wishful thoughts inebriate.
syaf_8:43 PM (0) comments

I cannot move my arms.

The highlight of 2 days ago HAD TO BE bumping into Tasha. Of all people! I was so touched when she tegur-ed me. omg. And it was SO NICE of her to bring us to the front of the queue where she and her sister were the tenth people in it. So we were like from the 100+++th to the tenth. I had so many questions so many things to say to her. She's fine by the way. She's very happy. :D

So anyway.

We went in and thanks to Tasha and her sister, we got really good standing positions. IN FRONT OF THE STAGE. WHUARGH. Everything was ok until the concert started. Once Alex and friends stepped onto the stage, the motherfuckers behind, started pushing. And some of those motherfuckers managed to squeeze their way to the front. There was this absolute fucker next to me who insisted he wasnt pushing. I have never been so mad at anyone in my entire life. HE WAS AN ASSHOLE! HE PUSHED HIS WAY IN FRONT OF PAI'S GF. TAK BAGI CHAN SIAK. I met 3 others like him throughout the concert. fuck man. If you took me out of the stadium in the first 30 mins, I would have fought like a mad dog.

Besides the bloody pushing and squeezing, I totally didnt care who had their dicks pressed against my back, we had fun ah. I know Tasha did. haha. Franz is so wow. And to have them look right into your eyes or think that they did is completely breathtaking. Alex is a charmer. :D:D:D I loved their songs even though half the the time I didnt know what they were. Sadly, I didnt get to skank but jumping up and down was orite too I guess. haha. I mean like, it got to a point where you didnt have to jump, cos other people were jumping and lifting you at the same time.

I dont know what I screamed that night but I think it's all worth it. Franz was so fucking awesome, I'd go again. Maybe next time I'll queue the day before. hoho.

SO on to the pictures. I could have taken like shots which are 100000000 times better (meaning I could have taken macroshotted Alex's face) but I didnt dare take out my camera after the first 10 mins. If it fell, that would be the end ah. Rollover for captions.





















Then yesterday, we watched Happiness Is.... A play brought to us by Stage Arts. Iskandar had the lead role seh. Kekek to the max. Made me tear at one point. But I laughed 99% of the time. Damn good. The father's character was fucking hilarious. HAHAHAHHAHAHAAH GILA. It was a job well done. Kudos to all of them. :D Another one in June. Anyone wanna go? haha.
syaf_6:07 AM (1) comments

IT WAS A BLAST!!!

dah tu jer.

ahahha. k bedek. I have loads to say tapi nampaknya saya kesuntukan masa jadi sampai di sini sahajalah.

Selamatzzzz.
syaf_6:59 AM (0) comments

I had the best haircut ever today. The experience was so wonderful I just have to blog about it.

I decided against walking 2.4 kilometers to get my haircut at Vista Point and settled for the salon at Admiralty instead. It's one choice I'll never regret cos I believe that was the best salon I have ever stepped foot in.

There was no student rating but with the treatment they give, I don't mind. I had to pay $16 but I think it was worth it. The salon was like a pro salon or something with metal-framed mirrors, textured yellow walls and the nicest hairstylists ever! OK they were nice to me. Im a sucker for nice people, cannot meh. In this fucked up world, I think we need to have more faith in others. Sounds ironic doesn't it?

So anyway. I don't know why they all speak malay and hardly any english but they do. So she called me Amoi and chatted with me in Malay. Her hands are magic or something cos it so sedap man when she cut my hair. It was like cut hair + massage. cooooooolios.

My hair is short now(I asked for a trim and that's exactly what she gave me :D), thinner and I am positively happy about it. No more going to other salons for me cos this one just kicks ass.

I'm sorry if this entry sounds like Im trying my darndest to make my life sound interesting. Really, that's not my intention. I am simply saying the salon at Admiralty kicks ass. You don't often see updates here cos the more personal stuff are in my little blue notebook. The kind they asked you to buy in pri school ya.

bam schekebam schekeboom boom boom schelam schelam boom schelam schelam boom.

He's so sweeeeeeeeeet. <3
syaf_7:18 PM (1) comments

I think I saw 2 UFOs today. My mom said they're just eagles but UFOs sound much better don't you think?
syaf_8:31 PM (0) comments

I don't think I'll be graduating in time.
syaf_10:09 AM (0) comments

Do not be STUPID Syaf.

Don't worry. I love you guys.
syaf_6:30 PM (1) comments

So I've been reading Memoirs of a Geisha, which Fauzy (or his sister, rather) has been so kind to lend me, for the past 3 days. Naturally my head is swarmed with poetical/idiom-like thoughts and also images of the Japanese. And then yesterday, I watched the movie (a disappointment ah) so you have no idea what's swimming around my head now.

Last night, Fauzy called me and I picked it up in a state of drowsiness cos i was already asleep for 30 mins. But I pretended I was still alive and chatted with him. Then suddenly, I started babbling about Japanese soldiers. I said something about bumping into one and smiling at him on the way back home last night. And then I think I said that I see them often and that "diorang tak kacau". OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.

ABEH SI FAUZY NI LAYANKAN AKU JE. AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHA.

<3<3<3
syaf_7:25 AM (0) comments

Let sleeping dogs lie.

syaf_10:17 PM (2) comments

Cry, and the skies will cry with you.

syaf_8:18 PM (0) comments