let ME tell YOU when I'M done. thanks. music is really good. makes you feel sad angry happy even before the chorus. makes you wanna thrash things and sit alone in a corner at the same time. amazing how provoked your soul gets. I've never really sat in a corner before but somehow i feel its better than sitting at a bus stop at 2 in the morning wondering where my ez-link card is.

so how's everyone's first day? i forgot it was the new year until i saw a xin min girl asking the security guard how to get into ajc. I hope the first day was bearable. mine was. we rendered balls in 3D and drew fish in digi. *cheers* test tomorrow. what's up with that. i wish i knew what to study. no one knows what we're supposed to know. so i guess we'll all fail. haha! sorry for the lousy attitude. no, i dont want to fail.

the orion thing was honestly a drag. i mean, how can they be allowed to sing non-english songs? what's another word for tehhhhhttt?

then i met up with fauzy after school and got a load off my chest. i feel somewhat better. im sorry. i worry unnecessarily i know. i should learn to appreciate what i have and i will. be patient with me and i promise you wont regret it.

good night. sweet dreams everyone.
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